MJ

was watching this,
probably my favourite Michael Jackson performance..

and damn,
it just hit me, that he really isnt around anymore

and it SUCKS
he shouldve stayed just a little longer,
just at least long enough to perform in Singapore !

sian

seems like the only word to describe life hahahaha

1. got my MONEY
BUT
spent quite a bit on the new camera
I paid for EVERYTHING so my bank’s pretty empty, AGAIN.
at least my mum’s “chipping” in so she’ll be paying me back for some of it… soon i hope !
AND
my bill just came in…
i cant rest till i settle it. it’s giving me freakin nightmares

2. WORK WORK WORK WERK WERKKKK

3. ON THE BRIGHT SIDE !!
i went for my first ARNIS session today !!
sooo fun :) DINESH, you’ll love the instructor..
SHE’S french haha !
boxing classes next monday wooo ! cant wait
ill be getting my equipment on thursday… ridiculously excited

life

so extremely fragile

RIP,
to Michael Jackson,
to the young girl that jumped to her death (at my block..)
to the boy that means so much to so many people
and to the girl that i never got to know better.

hectic

what the hell is new.

school life is draining the shit out of me.
and my only attempt at having a life was such a mistake. everything that could go wrong, went wrong…

Last night, i felt like something extraordinary happened to me.
but not in a good way,
I learnt the hard way, how it actually feels to be pushed to the limit.

stress levels rocketed like WHOA.

and now, even when im allowing myself to take a breather, just for a while…
i feel so confused and uncertain.

what now.

PS. and if you think that’s bad, i am officially suspect #1 for spreading rumours about something i really, seriously DO NOT GIVE A SHIT ABOUT….

life is sweet

some people just have nothing better to do

stupid animal activists critisising him for killing a damn fly …

when there are more serious, actual examples of animal cruelty going on.

what the hell people, do something more constructive

i found out that one of my uncles has his own private plane (WTF #1)
i have never met him before (WTF#2)

why am i broke ?! (WTF##)

shop

today me and my mum went grocery shopping and i am SOOOO in love with the supermarkets here … HAHAHAHHA

everything’s super cheap.
our pushcart was so full i had to place some our stuff under it.
and it came up to only 3,200 pesos !

anywayssss,
today i had the meeting with the two gay guys..
hahaha .. secret mission 101..
one of them was so feminine i actually forgot that he was a guy like, in the middle of everything.

and the Havaianas here are so cheap compared to the ones in Singapore…
im telling you its like daylight robbery, what NUM’s doing to all you suckers.

i got myself a pair of these
and it only costs less than 1000pesos , which means its less than 35 bucks sing…
there are rumours that Havaianas wont be sold in NUM shops anymore because they’d want to set up their own stores, selling their own stuff…

point is, id be happy if it were true.

PS. its late, i havent had sleep for days. sorry for the rambling

suckasss

i am in my cousins’ awesome house in manila. couldnt resist one of these babies. i can never stop eating whenever im in manila

1.met Renee Salud today, he introduced me to a mayor, a congressman, Ms Philippines international and Ms Philppines Tourism (??), oh.. and a very, extremely intimidating gay guy.

2.auntie treated us to steamboat.
happily had a lot of lobster.
my arms are still itching

3. IM SO GONNA GET BUSTED TOMORROW
ITS THE WORST FEELING

4. i really hope i still qualify

5. im gonna have to take 7 days off from school since Philippines is an affected country.

6. i have presentation this tuesday. with the client.
someone fucking give me a solution to all my problems

happy gurl

the BCBGMAXAZRIA sale blew my brains out
the discounts were mad and there were sooo many prettyyy dressessss……..

i came i saw i splurged

busted

i think my mum totally knows about my tattoo(s)
_|_

sucks cause the dress i bought online is finally here but i cant try it on cause she was insisting on helping me put it on

“why ?! do you have a tattoo ??”
“no”
“show me ! a ring (piercing)??”
“no”
“why you dont wanna show me your stomach”
“im modest..” —– WTFFFF

UGHHH
im totally itching to try it on. FML
and its time i stocked up on a lot of concealer.
for reasons that cant be mentioned.