email me

was going through my inbox and i came across a whole long list of emails from you.
it made me smile.

i have been STUPID to AVOID and IGNORE and give the benefit of DOUBT
when it’s been RIGHT IN MY FACE and too clear

i guess im just too COMFORTABLE
with what i have now

i know it’s FUCKING SELFISH of me
and totally HYPOCRITICAL

but it HURTS too much for me to just SIT BACK
and IGNORE it AGAIN.